Life trials tempt us to abandon truth. The pain through the trail causes us to hang onto our thinking over God’s. It is decreasing the truth in our life to live in lies. The process brings us to a point where we secretly believe God can not be trusted or His Word is unreliable. Then as you look over the path that led you away from God, you realize it was you, not Him, that made Him unbelievable.
The good news is that as you repent and turn your heart back to God wholeheartedly, He reveals the lies and replaces them with truth so you will believe in Him again.
Windy Wen 